Sunday, October 11, 2009

smashed down st maria on the way out
1 whos standing? im trying
2 where you at? silences not golden its overrated you can feel it but you don know any other way
why cant anyone have a vision and show me the way like id gladly show anyone. its easy to give your heart away, too easy to spit on the ones given to you. probably lead to fail, come on, n id take everything back n silences attractive again
of corse i forgot to answer that text from the one who care
usually during the well known toxication, loud n proud i preach bout honesty. sober state no one seems to listen, the words are loose like helium balloons held by a sugar run baby talking like partaken of k and e coukoo
cant even hear words as i speak, outch what kind of situation i put myself to little ponys soon passing the golden gate no air up there

3 where you at? i don know
by others appreciated clear view makes it clear i cant see clear.muds deeper then i thought shithelp, mud you dont cry in, you long for cryin cause then ud still care

well intentions not to guilt trip anyone, the no-where-leading-guilt-trip-treat-look only makes bullets seem easy. just wish that something was functional, or that i could relate to all thats so close

or i could say save me from saving you by saving yourself, but i cant apply it to anyone only thing fair would be if i said it to my own hidden ear but even thats bs 10
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back on track fuck i want some smack