BLOODGAS: November 2009

Saturday, November 14, 2009

O circle O

the absent are always wrong

passivity by meaninglessness, denied weeks the heart will long harder
fuck longing
seems like illusions comes fast when you deny your existence
don long you stupid
attending at wrong hours is the only way i know how 2attend nights my signal
but activity at wrong hours are only allowed on weekends
so, in stress, end of silent weeks i force my heart 2beat harder
but what if hard beat @wrong hours IS the future passivity
bye day
wish i was present
structure what? fuck you saturday
let me present ->passivity<- NOW by burned physics
passive again?! .run! .fuck.no.hearts.too.heavy.shit.im.stuck.
broken heart... not for the cause of love, broken by...

disbelief

then, how to break disbelief?